100 000 Lives · Notes from the road

A hundred thousand lives. I remember maybe ten.

Some men have one life. I had a business, a wife, a city — then I lost all three on purpose, or maybe by accident. Then I had a hundred others. Here they are, the ones that stuck.

Garry in tree pose
01
Moscow, Russia · Before everything

The Moscow Life

The business, the wife, the apartment with the view. Everything a man is supposed to want.

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02
Moscow, Russia · The end of it

The Fall

It did not happen in one day. It happened over years. Which is worse.

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03
Bangkok, Thailand · The first escape

The Bangkok Life

A backpack, four thousand euros, and a plan that was not really a plan.

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04
India · The search that failed

The Ashram

A guru, a mantra, a lesson. He took my money. I took the lesson.

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05
Laos · The silence

The Monks of Laos

Monks who did not speak English and did not need to.

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06
Hong Kong · The deal that died

The Hong Kong Almost-Fortune

A partner, a plan, and a bottle. Only one of them survived the night.

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07
Paris, France · Six months

The Paris Six

Six months in Paris. I did not become French. I did not become anything.

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08
Oakland, California · Now

The Oakland Stop

I told myself it was temporary. It stopped being temporary around year three.

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09
Everywhere · Ongoing

The Cork Necklace

Every cork is a bar I left. Some of them I was asked to leave.

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10
Somewhere in transit · The transition

Becoming Garry

I did not become Garry. Garry is what was left when Igor stopped pretending to be Igor.

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"These are not the whole story. These are just the parts I kept."